Well I started working on my blogspot again. I haven't touched it as much for a while but I had a sudden urge to change the layout on SOMETHING. AND HERE IT IZ ZOMG!
It was originally kind of a place were I posted random shit and talked about life, kinda like what I do here. But I'm going to post art on there and stuff too... once I figure out how to work our new scanner which is also a printer and fax machine. Go figure.
I've been kind of happy lately- I've been getting very inspired to do lots of artwork, but I promised Kevin that I'd get the paintings for him done first. I wish I could be faster at painting though, and it doesn't help my ma gets pissed whenever I decide to paint in my room. I do so anyways when she's not around >_>... I have a freaking desk in my room, I might as well use it geez.
So in my sculpture class the other day, the teacher said that it was optional since she was sick, so of course 80% of the class left. It was me and a group of people who started talking about weird sex stories once the professor left the room. They asked if I had any stories to share and I was like "uhhh, I never had sex. ever." There was an awkward silence and then they continued the conversation. I don't know that class is weird
And I ought to have the most boring life ever. I got to school, sleep, eat, exercise, see Kevin, and the process happens all over again. I need to make friends at Merced :/ I keep seeing all my past friends making new friends over at their colleges but I haven't yet. Still.
But changes will be on their way.
All my life I've been trying to please others and putting everyone before me. But this year, around New Years, I decided that I will try making myself happy for once. For a very long time there has always been things I wanted to do, but I never tried hard enough to get what I want since I didn't want to upset anyone (mainly my parents).
So one thing I decided to do is make myself stand out more, like I've always wanted to. So I'm thinking during Spring Break I'm going to go out and get my hair dyed some crazy color. I'm thinking purple. Hopefully it'll look good with my skintone.
Speaking of skintone, I have my natural skin color back. After doing swimming since 4th grade and doing waterpolo/swimming all four years in high school, I finally stopped all together now that I'm in college. My skin has always been this reddish tan color from all the sun exposure but now it's all gone. I realized I actually kinda have this nice skintone, I'm white but there's this touch of yellow almost. I dunno, I actually like it.
Oh! I almost forgot, like last month SHE sent me this long ass apology. All this time I didn't think SHE would ever admit she did me wrong (but it sure as hell didn't seem like it was going to happen). I was shocked, but it happened. I was on facebook and I saw she sent me this private message.
However things still can't be all sunshine and rainbows like it had been more than a year ago. 'Cause Kevin was involved in the whole fiasco too, in fact he was hurt more than I was probably. I told her that she needed to apologize to him. She kind of did, but he felt like it wasn't as heartfelt as her apology to me. But yeah now it's this weird status quo thing, like we're still not hanging out like we used to but now we're all talking on facebook and stuff.
Last week was pretty cool despite being bombarded with a ton of homework. My sculpture class was canceled on Tuesday so I was wandering around campus and bumped into Sarah and we talked about a bunch of random crap and then we LOL'd at random Gorillaz videos. Good times good times...
But yeah I ran out of things to talk about. toodles!